I didn't mean to disappear, it's just be a Very Bad, No Good few months.
- Our rabbit, Dominic, passed away one night with no warning. We found him in his cage one morning, gone. He was such a dear, beloved little fellow. He suffered from splayed front paws that the vet didn't know how to treat (hindsight is such a bitch. We thought she knew what she was talking about) and were given a short life span of maybe 1 year. That was five years ago. He was just gone, and he was so funny and had such an attitude. I miss him SO much.
- Our 17.5 year old beagle, Molly, passed away in late August. She had many health problems and she finally wore out. It was like a sucker punch to the stomach actually; I lived more years with her around than without. She arrived the day after my Gr 4 birthday, a nervous puppy that had been removed from her owners because of neglect. We had her for 16 years. My mum was absolutely gutted and I thought I was prepared. I was very wrong.
- My father moved home permanently. He and my mother are technically separated but he's moved back in and. well, we don't get along. He sees me as the 'weak link' in the family and tends to verbally abuse me and throw tantrums in the hopes that I'll magically be able to fix stupid, little things. He's also out of work for the next two weeks, which means we're broke
and he's home 24/7.
- My mother was briefly hospitalised for dehydration last week. This happens every so often but it gives me a scare every time.
- My brand new multi-function refuses to scan. And my Mac Mini's disc drive likes to spit the dummy every so often, meaning I'm probably looking at replacing the optical drive again very, very soon ;_;
- I did something horrible and painful to my knee. It felt like felt tearing every time I moved. I saw a physio and my EP, and it was doing okay... until last night, when it had a similar sensation to boiling water under the skin. Tragically, stretching and ice-packs as well as painkiller are the only treatments for this. It's slow
So that's what has happened. For the rest of September, I have to...
- get everything organised at sm-yearbook - icon, outlike etc
- get my portfolio done for art school - by the 28 of September, I believe *scared*
- find a job in time for Christmas
- portfolio for my first uni assignment by Oct 1
So, I'll still be ninjaing in the background for the moment. Hoping to have sm-yearbook ready and waiting by Friday - cross your fingers!